So this week just took a nosedive into hell

So, I was having a pretty meh week overall, nothing special, had a decent Monday and Tuesday with my Mom and Gran, then Wednesday was kinda iffy because I had a lot of assignment work to do regarding referencing, and then TODAY fucking happened.

So I got out of my house around 9am, got into my small, reasonable citroen saxo, and noticed almost immediately that today, unlike the previous day where it was working fine, the clutch had begun to act strangely, resisting a fair bit every time I pushed it down, then slamming down hard when I pushed hard enough, leading me to be a bit wary. By the time I got to college on this chilly October morning, the clutch was outright STICKING whenever I pushed it down to change gear.

few hours go by, my Dad takes a look at the thing while I'm in classes, then I get back in and set off home.

AT WHICH POINT, HALFWAY HOME THE CLUTCH FUCKING GIVES OUT ENTIRELY, LEAVING ME STRANDED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING ROAD.

Luckily some passing gents were kind enough to give this guilmon a push into a nearby side path onto a field, allowing me to phone my dad and get him to pick me up, leaving my broken car stranded. We get home, My Dad is obviously upset, even going so far as to tell me 'everything you do creates problems for me' at which point I picked up my dog and left for a walk to let him cool off.

Later tonight, we picked the car up, and wouldn't you know the damage is terminal, the car has no 1st or 3rd gear, My Dad says the gearbox must have torn up the clutch as it gave out, so yeah, the car isn't even worth repairing.

Just another day in the life of the world's unluckiest Guilmon girl. God please give me the strength to make it through this shit.

So yeah, no transport, no money for a new car, I got nothing. And no car means I can't even get to a fucking job.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!

...I deeply apologise to any of my watchers who have the displeasure of reading this. Just...I really needed to vent...

This is Jade, saying I love you all lots, TTFN.